"fuck" is the only word in my mind right now.
i rly had enough for the past week at work... just because, lao pa&sheryl is on AL, everyone's attacking me. so very nice of them. HAHA i'm so damn looking forward to work tmr, when my lao pa is back..

ok, i felt like i'm some stupid idiot nowadays, esp.. at work.
skip all that unwanted details. i'm damn pissed with YAN JUN and that sup. they are out to get me. ftards. i thought, i would have survived this whole week.. yeah, i made it thru but with some tears.
jac saw me crying for 20mins 2 days ago, my mother saw my tears flowing 3 days ago.. immediately, she asked me to quit. she told me that she dont wana see her daughter everyday coming home with a black face and... trying to dont cry. she rather i do nth and stay home..

seriously, quit never occured to me yet.
at least, dearest lao pa'll be back tmr :) &i hope my life will improve from tmr onwards. except for the chalet event, rly nth cheers me up at all.

but alot of thanks to...
jac (gal you rly deserve to be my hpy!), boo, hui for listening to that endless F la, coming out from the usually gentle (believe that, ppl [: ) gal. also.. zhi xiu for always assuring me converting to part time will be better.. and sheryl for that call ytd and listen to my crappy days at work.

but yes, due to those crappy things happening for the past week.. all my "sai" word comes out again and now, even better... SAI&SHIT. =.=" there goes my image again... (>.<)

ahh.. ohyes, knowing edwin is somehow.. a bonus for this week. actually he did work at pp before la, but i cant be bothered abt him at that point of time. ok, he's one crap guy who's quite nice.. BUT used up alot of my sms and thank god, i've free incoming call. =P i realise.. i communicate better with.. older guys. (kel, lao pa&edwin) than teenagers my age. =X

BUT no.. it dont (havent yet to) change my views on not having a bf much older than me. =) although i rly think they talk in a much mature way la.
zZz suddenly my bday is sucha big day for some ppl. everyday i've ppl coming to me asking/hinting me my bday is coming.

ty very much (>.<)" this means... i'm getting older soon
and i dont actually like the idea of being 17 soon. sounds so... zZz but yay, this means.. another reason for gathering with my oh-so-love sec sch friends! :)

yada random post.
from all the f words, to bday. =.="

hee, this yr i wont be so stupid to have my first bday wish as..
"another 100 wishes"... gosh i'm so innocent last yr to wish that la. no wonder... everyone went OMG childish! i've decided, 17 is zZz but it's gona be a happy event. no more idiots smsing or wadsoever to spoil my bday. =)

k. nightz world.